June 2009
2 posts
so i log into tumblr every so often, like 3 times a week at most, and everytime i log in, my dashboard is like overwhelmed with too many posts. POST LESS PEOPLE!
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May 2009
8 posts
Hardest things (i think)
Some of the things i always wonder about are how do you know when someone or something is right? Choosing a college, i’m deciding between 2 schools, and I really want to go to Wisconsin because its completely a brand new fresh start. However, ISU has a better program, and is closer to home to me. How do you choose the right person? when is it time to let someone go? I should have let him...
May 31st
Each day is a gift, not a given right. 
May 28th
“Nothing in this world thats worth having comes easy”
May 28th
oh yahoo horoscopes
How stupid can that Cupid be? That chubby little thing keeps sending the strangest romantic prospects right into your path. Give the astral vibrations a nudge by getting clear about what you want. my life.
May 16th
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May 5th
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“Missing someone isn’t about how long it has been since you have seen them or the...”
– (via morganmartinez) (via foreverkindoffeeling) i like you and you like me. where is it going? we will see :)
May 3rd
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April 2009
10 posts
my ex boyfriend
Do you ever really lose those feelings for someone?? We ended a while ago yet, when we hang out there’s still that goofiness there and its very nice.  So my question, is it feelings of love or just being comfortable?
Apr 30th
Best of me
Last night I let my emotions get the best of me. completely. and honestly, I don’t know why I let that happen. I’m confident in how I feel about this and how I reacted was immature and stupid. I guess thats what drinking does when I’m already upset about things. I really didn’t have anything to worry about and I really feel so horrible right now. I don’t want to ever...
Apr 17th
“We wish because we need help. and were too scared to just ask for it.”
Apr 17th
i'm not too sure about this...
we’ve said a few i love you’s. cuddled. cried. hugged, comforted. laughed.  fought. kissed. and said i miss you. but i don’t know how i feel. i can’t trust him for the life of me. so most people would say “if you can’t trust him, then why do you want to be with him?” well, its comfortable and i miss him. i can’t stand feeling like this. i...
Apr 15th
“A friend is someone who knows all about you… ...”
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Apr 8th
I want you to want me
Why can’t life be that simple? I want you to want me. thats it. <3
Apr 3rd
Apr 2nd
I’m completely physically and emotionally tired of getting screwed over again and again and again. I can’t do it.
Apr 1st
March 2009
20 posts
“I believe the most difficult situation you can be ever be faced with is deciding...”
– (via nofuckthat) (via foreverkindoffeeling)
Mar 31st
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i dislike not knowing.
Mar 29th
I’m happy.
Mar 25th
Truth
I hate thunderstorms.
Mar 24th
The best
lightthesky: Falling in love. Laughing so hard your face hurts. A hot shower. A special glance. No line-up at the supermarket cash. Getting mail. A thick chocolate milkshake. Taking a drive along a scenic road. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. Giggling. A long distance phone call. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. A nice long bubble bath. Hot towels fresh out of...
Mar 23rd
Mar 17th
weird day
i feel like, bipolar today or something. i went from extremely happy and content, to upset and almost in tears and now, i’m just fine. weird day.
Mar 14th
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I am happy
Mar 13th
Listenforeverkindoffeeling: delacroix Third Eye Blind...
Mar 12th
I don't have to feel bad!
so why do i feel bad? I know this is stupid, but for some reason, I’m making it feel like a bigger deal than it is. There are 3 people. A, B, and C (i want to protect names obvoiusly! haha)  Person A really likes me, and has told me this somewhat often. I used to like him, yet, am losing interest. why am i losing interest? there are a few habits that hold me back but i’m just not so...
Mar 9th
Mar 6th
ACCEPTED!
I GOT INTO UW-STEVENS POINT!! OMG I AM SO EXCITED!!
Mar 5th
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Mar 4th
i have moments where I miss him. then i have moments when i’m like, screw him. then i have moments where I think about someone else : )
Mar 3rd
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February 2009
20 posts
: )
happy right now. 12:33 am : )
Feb 27th
“Sometimes I wonder If I lived somehwere else How my life could be different...”
Feb 25th
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Feb 23rd
Wasted TIME
Where the last 2 years completely wasted? Could I have been with someone who would have treated me with respect or could I have been happier being without them all together? I’ll never know.  But this is all bullshit i’m slowly realizing. as my sister said, he’s making it clearly obvious by his actions that he doesn’t want to be with me. so why am i trying so hard? Do i...
Feb 23rd
I want to be your sweetest hello and your hardest...
Feb 19th
SO CLOSE!
I can feel myself actually being somewhat happy. It really is a new feeling. Or, at least one that I haven’t felt in a LONG time. Half of me is so happy and the other half is more cautious and still holding onto the old days. That half I hope will keep fading away quicker and quicker and my happy side will take over completely. :)
Feb 19th
familiar
Yesterday was a good day, despite me being exhausted at work. I hung out with an old friend. Well, more like an old love. We have a good time together and get along really well. Which, I never thought was possible if this was 3 years ago. After we broke up I didn’t think we’d be where we are now. We can talk about our past relationships and its comforting because we’ve been there...
Feb 16th